Am I Mature enough?

Am I Mature enough?? That question pops up in mind. I may be mature in some aspect of my life but sometimes I feel I am immature the way I treat other people. I feel like I am in the middle of nowhere. Sometimes I am happy that I can let someone angry at me and in few minutes I will realize that the things that I have done is not good. Is this what you call immaturity? We all know that life is not that easy and we have encounter a lot of challenges of life. But what the hek is wrong with me? I DONT UNDERSTAND, I really need to think and think to be with my self and tell my self I am mature enough. Can you guys give me some advice?? I am sick and tired of the things that happen to me. I feel that I am a stupid idiot, Anywayz that is life and we shall continue our challenges.

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Is it true?

Promises are ment to be broken, How true is that? Maybe for some other aspect of our lives that happens, But If I promise something I will do my very best to fulfill what I have promise even though not all of the time. :) Cause in my end If I will be given a promise, I would expect it and if it fails I will be disappointed not to the person who gave the promise but to my self. I would blame my self on why my attitude is like that? I will try to change it but life is like a ball it will keep on bouncing back if somebody would dribble it.

But sometimes I realize I am just so self centered, I may think for a while how about those promises that came out in your mouth, Those promises that I have broke, Have tried to think that someone feels the way that you feel every time they broke there promises? I could not sleep every time I can think of that.

I may be a happy go lucky guy but the real me is carrying a heavy load of responsibilities, Well, I'm a man of many wishes in which I would like to achieve. But the a big question mark is how to do that?

I can't even fix our ceiling which the budget that is given for me is 10000 pesos. I will just wait for my 13th month to fix that though,

If someone could read this blog maybe they would think that this message has nothing to do with each and every paragraph, But I am just writing what my brain is given me today.

So long.... I will just wait my brain can give me anything to write again. Have a nice day to all!!!

AYE

THE PETROMANCERS

We never tried to impress people for them to like us. We don't have to keep an image to pretend to be somebody else. We're just born to be REAL. We may not that close to perfection but what matters is we know ourselves and we know who we are inside and out. This is US - PETROMANCERS! where friendship happens and that is our choice, the choice TO BE ONE and the choice to MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

Petromancers is not like any other friendship, we may be just ordinary people but we do things in our extraordinary way. Our friendship has been test by the different dillemas of life. We argue not to complicate things but to see and understand things in one direction. The're may be regrets but "blaming" is not our option. We are where, we are, 'coz we brought ourselves here (in the group). We get happy, we get sad but most importantly -- we " LEARN "...

What's BEST in us is that we are not afraid to commit mistakes because those, gives us priceless lessons which shaped us to who we are now...Maybe NOT PERFECT but the BEST of who we truly are!!!

Each one was never a coincidece to the group, we're once STRANGERS to one another but were meant to go ONE DIRECTION...to share LASTING FRIENDSHIP...

In million little ways, WE SHARE SIMILARITIES...we may go separate ways, leave different lives, believe in different aspects but then we RESPECT OUR DIFFERENCES...

-=: MyLeS :=-

Hannah

Hannah

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